have a break, please?


thanks.

i can't think of anything to write about anymore which scares me. it makes me feel like i'm not living an interesting life.

and there's also the fact that i'm scared of who will find what. i only want maybe two people to see this and those two people i've given my url to or i've friended.

i don't know, this is really stupid and all. i shouldn't care so much and think so hard about absolutely everything i do or say or think about.

HOLY BALLS WHATS WITH THE FACELESS PEOPLE


srsly omg

i'm just going to say flat-out that my life was not interesting until recently. with the people i've met and what i've been through with them has shaped my life for the past couple months now. plus, i've just moved in with my dad for the summer (at least). everyday i've been waking up at 2PM and going to sleep at 5AM. i'm better at driving now and i have more free time to do things i love.

i'm happy.

so on friday morning i moved to my dad's, and my mom and stepdad left for new jersey for the summer. i'm sorry, i didnt wanna waste my first month of summer sitting up in some retirement community or-so-it-seems. summer vacation my ass.

so now im staying with my dad and my room consists of a tv with FiOs and a mattress on the floor and 4 guitars total in the room
oh and two roll-out dresser things with all my clothing and a suitcase full of electronic stuff and books

im loving it

i feel like making grilled cheese, i think i'm going to do that

or not

hahah, it's been a long time since i've written anything here, usually i'm lurking communities around here but i guess i'm going to give that up

i got some new pull and peel twizzlers today. a lot of people think those taste like cough syrup

and a tip: never read guts out of haunted by chuck palahniuk
makes me want to puke every time but i love that book in all of its entirety

oh, plus i got a laptop with a webcam
which means effing around with the effects a lot, yeahhhheah

anyway, my itouch is effing up my internet and i want to watch a movie

pizzle dizzle

i  have fully recovered, i am glad to say




cheez-its make the world a better place

 i'm getting a little better, i don't know... thirty-hour famine is tonight, i'm going. kindof funny, since i was just sick and all, innit?

ugh, it 's been forever since i've posted in this one, i think i'll make it my new default. idk.
 
discoisntdead is my old one.


i'm kind of sick today. i don't know why and i'm hoping to get better.
root beer rocks.

i need to finish this report on alas, babylon. i kindof dislike this book.

but on a high note, i'm loving the new panic album.